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shadows & masks

by cowfisH

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1.
kicking out 04:05
don't think that i'm cold it's just i don't want to be owned this is the sensation i get about what's not happening yet right now you're too busy licking yourself while i'm kicking out again against the way you're tricking yourself so i'm kicking out again against being chained to sane though my jacket may be scuffed you should open it and judge the stories that i've still to tell but don't suppose they all end well right now you're too busy licking yourself while i'm kicking out again against the way you're tricking yourself so i'm kicking out again against being chained to sane i'm committed to myself to the half that's second best i don't remember being whole it's too hard to fly weighed down with gold life's too empty when you've known how to let go i fell into love that showed my devotion to a ghost i suppose that you can guess i don't know what's coming next right now you're too busy licking yourself while i'm kicking out again against the way you're tricking yourself so i'm kicking out again against being chained to sane
2.
you've been counting every minute that dragged you through the day waiting for a winning ticket praying things will change but all the same faces are shaking saying "got to get a wage" the excuses that they're making all begin to sound the same falling behind while they're fading to grey find one more thousand reasons to give up and stay no here we go never growing old here we go never growing old so lets make a place to live in that makes living here a pleasure to be treasured and be given to us all in equal measure where a suit is worn ironical and irony is funny when funny is not maniacal and manic is some others worry falling behind while they're fading to grey find one more thousand reasons to give up and stay no here we go never growing old here we go never growing old so look out for the nay-saying mud-stuck pollyanna quoting plutocratic jaded made up scripture toting freedom choking intellect neglected growing fat-headed and prissy arrogance forgetting to remember what was missing falling behind while they're fading to grey find one more thousand reasons to give up and stay no here we go never growing old here we go never growing old
3.
how must it feel falling though the trees piercing the shadows cast by the myriad masks of the leaves and how must it feel to be sundered and then cleaved to these shadows of life while the rainbow you weave mask your grief how must it feel to be stopped in your tracks after crossing the shadowless void with the mask of your birth at you back we only know what the sunlight will show we are just shadows and masks creatures of stardust's significant rust we are just shadows and masks shadows and masks how must it feel to be burning with such a rage where the shadows of elements freed from their masks are born and remade we only know what the sunlight will show we are just shadows and masks creatures of stardust's significant rust we are just shadows and masks shadows and masks like a moths midnight flight we are drawn to the light we are just shadows and masks like a spark jumping high we're the blink of an eye we are just shadows and masks shadows and masks we are just shadows we know the sun throws us that we are just shadows and masks
4.
this is the rush made up of crushed demon dust this is the risk in the very first kiss i am sleeping on my feet again something is keeping me on my feet again repeatedly dreaming on my feet again finding the feeling on my feet again this is the push into hedonist lust this is desire for uncontrollable fire on my feet again on my feet again on my feet again on my feet again on my feet again i am sleeping on my feet again something is keeping me on my feet again repeatedly dreaming on my feet again finding the feeling on my feet again
5.
waiting for the rapture waiting for the day mortgaging your soul to capture come what may gambling your freedom wearing silken chains bound to childlike dogma cosseted and vain is praying to your guardian angel sweetening the deal to crew aboard this ship of fools while god stands at the wheel where is it you're going following your faith to blindly climb the rigging and adding to the sail what wind blows you onward whose breath do you feel paradise is promised remember what you leave is praying to your guardian angel sweetening the deal to crew aboard this ship of fools while god stands at the wheel is kneeling and prostrating only calling in a debt owed you by the holy host to all god fearing men is praying to your guardian angel sweetening the deal to crew aboard this ship of fools while god stands at the wheel what do you remember of what you used to be full of happiness and wonder innocent and free but like moths drawn to a candle you try a little taste corrupted by the ritual and temptation of grace is praying to your guardian angel sweetening the deal to crew aboard this ship of fools while god stands at the wheel
6.
wrapped up in addiction to soul sucking trivia vision waiting for wisdom to be offered like a prize just dial this number answer a, b or c and the random champion will win a star surprise you'll be losing your mind to an incoherent turgid stupidity of relentless habit in childlike simplicity making empty denials shearing connections and ties to your conscience and self forgetting regrets have you stopped thinking yet you've grown so slow to say that i'm out of line and leave 'til tomorrow to sort out another time and think what you're told is unquestionably right it's time to begin to question everything it's a wonderful hymn to question everything question everything you sit still in your foetal submissive completion welcoming weakness and the insidious charade of your flat earth dreaming on a 60 inch screen its dimensions receeding to a commercial break as reality fades you've grown so slow to say that i'm out of line and leave 'til tomorrow to sort out another time and think what you're told is unquestionably right it's time to begin to question everything it's a wonderful hymn to question everything question everything
7.
you've been unreasonably hoping that someone would hold me their arms around me like a castle safe and strong but it's taking too long has something gone wrong? what gives you the right to believe? there's a strange kind of wise in those empty black eyes watching you wherever you go they are patient and wholly at home where you're going those crows on the road crows on the road erroneous conclusions are different delusions BS with less breath and helpless asides with pills full of bliss intent on practical thrills ignorance is this as your vigilance missed there's a strange kind of wise in those empty black eyes watching you wherever you go they are patient and wholly at home where you're going those crows on the road crows on the road you don't know what you've got 'til you trashed it you don't know what you bit 'til you crapped it don't know what you lost 'til you passed it the question won't be thought 'til i've asked have you ever thought just once of what you'll leave behind after you're gone after you're gone bloodshot confessions of bacchanalian excesses are fading further away with indolent charm you rest safe in the arms of morpheus and a legion of wraiths there's a strange kind of wise in those empty black eyes watching you wherever you go they are patient and wholly at home where you're going those crows on the road crows on the road
8.
if you really can't resit it give the dog some marrow but leave yourself a safe place you can go 'cause those dusty old bones they are just like gold they weigh you down the more that you hold don't kick the bones in corners if you're lucky they've been picked clean forgotten and lost long ago don't kick the bones sing a song and let the sun in leave big dogs sleeping play way down real low and bring it on home if you recognise the wolf in the shadows wearing sheepskin you'd have to be a fool to let him in if everybody knows it i'm just saying what you're thinking it's no use going back to where you've been don't kick the bones in corners if you're lucky they've been picked clean forgotten and lost long ago don't kick the bones sing a song and let the sun in leave big dogs sleeping play way down real low and bring it on home your own still waters run the coldest and the deepest so why jump in and swim when you can fly the surface is a mirror only breaks if you dive through it but shows you more the higher you climb don't kick the bones in corners if you're lucky they've been picked clean forgotten and lost long ago don't kick the bones sing a song and let the sun in leave big dogs sleeping play way down real low and bring it on home
9.
i don't want to start a war or give my ground because i won't believe in a cause that demands my complicity profitability in an ideology in the grasp of the last man standing i don't want to welcome you and i won't listen to those perversions you excuse to command a twisted loyalty to fundamentally quicken more fatalities in the grasp of the last man standing you hide behind your lies distorting deeply treasured comfort you hide behind your lies revelling in spreading malicious discord you hide behind your lies deluding children building bombs you hide behind your lies a declining inward spiral toward terminal intolerance you hide behind your lies choking in the grasp of the last man standing i don't buy into your lies offering paradise words you use too atrophied to understand why you peddle ugly peace illegitimately when verses are incomplete in the grasp of the last man standing
10.
i don't need the prophecy of a delphi seer to tell me to expect the mistral spittle blown from your empty well your wind is cold and vacantly predictably banal a death-watch beetle blabbering it's parasitic harm you can talk 'til your tongue falls out saying what you you want but it is all about you in the centre of the things you do while i crept to the edge listening to you you can talk 'til your tongue falls out saying what you you want but it is all about you in the centre of whatever you've done well i crept to the edge now look at me jump you can talk 'til your tongue falls out belief is beggared mortgaged so this monotony can last still your rarefied blunt lexicon is seldom overtaxed to witness the extinction of a single lonely thought in fictitious repetitions of the bully as she fought you can talk 'til your tongue falls out saying what you you want but it is all about you in the centre of the things you do while i crept to the edge listening to you you can talk 'til your tongue falls out saying what you you want but it is all about you in the centre of whatever you've done well i crept to the edge now look at me jump you can talk 'til your tongue falls out

credits

released October 19, 2011

Uilleand Music vcbd047

all songs © tim o’connor 2011

published by Maori Music (UK) PRS 159804347

performed by Tim O’Connor with:
Hayley Garrod – Bass Guitar on tracks 2 & 7

produced by toc
recorded at Plane Sound Studios 2011
mixed and mastered at Uilleand Music 2011
remixed and remastered at Bywater Studios for Uilleand Music 2020

cover photography by viceversa robbi
viceversarobbifotografia@aol.co.uk
viceversarobbi.fotografia@facebook.com
www.flickr.com/photos/viceversarobbi

cover design by MTD

the intstuments tim uses on this recording are:
Duesenberg Starplayer TV standard
Duesenberg Starplayer TV RW signature model
Duesenberg Starplayer TV Billy Gibbons Black Pearl
Taylor Fall Ltd Edition Cocobola GA
Taylor 414ce-Ltd Tasmanian Blackwood

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Formed in Yorkshire, UK during the early nineties cowfisH have released 20 albums.

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