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stupidity

by cowfisH

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1.
in space 05:02
I’ve never felt the prairie wind and I don’t know if I’d want to after all it’s not the place I live or need to be I’ve never seen my breath freeze under clear skies at the north pole I never got a big kick from sailing out to sea I want to go to that outer place I should not hesitate I want to touch the infinite face I want to be in space I’ve never rushed adrenaline in the fierce crush of the first world I’ve never heard that battle cry calling out to me I’ve never fought a just war or believed all that I have heard choosing to be silent when those taught around me screamed I want to go to that outer place …etc I have broken down shattered on love’s stony ground my feelings are torn away leaving truths that I can’t face I want to go to that outer place …etc I want to go to that outer place …etc © tim o’connor 2007
2.
shadow hands 04:53
I’m existing in a half life standing still one step removed an exile remembering the warmth waiting at home for you living without reason is like measuring the soul and finding confirmation that you are torn and forever on your own if you’ve got something to live for then let me know if you just want me to give more then you’d better roll as fast as you can go you’d better run before I blow colours have all faded I no longer make those memories it is strangely complicated always awakening to this sleepless dream where characters and their language are ones that I can’t understand is this a quiet kind of madness this black riot of sadness that binds my shadow hands if you’ve got something to live for …etc I am crushed between these feelings my mind ripped apart and bleeding buried far beneath the ragged hope of resurrection or receiving redemption from this grieving in the ashes of a life lived as a ghost instead I’m captured by a darkness that fractures me regardless and makes me companion to the damned is this a quiet kind of madness this black riot of sadness that binds my shadow hands that binds my shadow hands if you’ve got something to live for …etc you’d better run before I blow you’d better run before I blow © tim o’connor 2007
3.
come on 06:17
who will judge the orphan and who will love the clone who will criticise the artist working in the dark alone who will set the boundaries that we shall step beyond and who will guess the language and then who shall understand and join us come on – if you want to be strong come on – if you want to belong come on – if you think that it’s wrong not being able to say what you want then come on come on come on no dim-witted shit-head’s going to sing this song no dim-witted shit-head’s going to sing this song can you feel the starlight through polluted orange night and see the moon’s caresses move within the ebbing tide if you can question answers anonymously masked and find no place for anger in what little space you’ve left to ask then come on …etc open up your eyes to see that foolish is as foolish does no token gesture to deceive or secret garden hiding us just seeds of evolution sown where naturally selected grow so come and join our quiet coup lest mind assassins censure you ‘cause mind assassins murder truth come on …etc © tim o’connor 2007
4.
thrilling me 04:43
you talk amongst yourselves don’t mind me you talk amongst yourselves it’s a pity that you don’t see I’m not a politician I don’t give a shit what you think now if you’ve got my position locked and loaded then you’ll understand this you’re not thrilling me you’re not thrilling me at all you’re not thrilling me it was you who surely died inside the day you dumbed down genocide you guilty streak you’re not thrilling me you just talk amongst yourselves stinking in your greed and while you talk amongst yourselves I don’t care if you don’t listen to me I’m not a politician …etc I don’t fall for your persuasions or your moral apathy because I don’t share your dedication for prosecuting corporate war you talk amongst yourselves about living the dream but you just talk amongst yourselves scheming like a killing machine I’m not a politician …etc I’m not a politician and I don’t give a shit what you think © tim o’connor 2007
5.
stupidity 05:05
my problem is that you won’t stick around I make it worse ‘cause I don’t under stand tripping over your feelings on the floor we don’t fight ‘cause we don’t hardly speak what I mean is we missed each other’s needs feels like hitting our heads against a wall it maybe that we can’t get along but strangely I miss you when you’re gone I know that you can’t bear to live with me ‘cause it’s a cold hard lonely place I’m in and it seems that everyone could see our stupidity is it affliction of my frown that makes you want to kick me when I’m down or maybe it’s the keen edge of my tongue it’s a question of differing dignity never giving ourselves chance to agree on who we were and have become it maybe that …etc I know that you …etc beautiful our symmetry reflecting our stupidity it maybe that …etc I know that you …etc © tim o’connor 2007
6.
she’s going to holywood (sic) and I know why she feels good leaving her innocence behind and it’s making her feel how she wants to feel it’s kind of funny the way things happen it’s a dark surprise yes it’s funny the way things happen the way that star-struck high strikes in the night she’s got a tiger sitting on her shoulder she doesn’t know it’s there yet but it’s making her bolder and it’s making her feel …etc (she’s) it’s funny the way that it finds (leaving) a place that can taste dark surprise (no tears) the way that that star-struck high strikes (nor grieving here) in the night (she’s) it’s funny the way that it finds (leaving) the way that it tastes dark surprise (no tears) the way that that star-struck high strikes (here) in the night (she’s) it’s funny the (leaving) way that it finds (no tears) that star-struck high (nor grieving here) strikes in the night (she’s) a place that can (leaving) taste dark surprise (no tears) it’s strange how that (nor grieving) star-struck high (she’s leaving here) strikes in the... she’s got a reason for facing her fears the reason she’s leaving there are no dreams here she won’t go back there hell she’s already gone she won’t tell if you asked her where she’s come from and it’s making her feel …etc na na na-na-na na na na na-na na na na-na-na na na na na-na © tim o’connor 2007
7.
I think I’m going to enjoy this I think I might even smile don’t look surprised it’s true I hope you believe it I want to be here tonight with you all right all right all right all right all right I want to reach out and touch you I’d like to lay in your arms for a little while longer I want to reach that special place inside I’ve got to drown in your charms right now can’t you see how I want you can’t you see how I want you harder faster longer my love faster harder stronger my love I want you my love I want to be here forever I want this moment to be really perfect for you and I know we can last together ‘cause after all we wouldn’t be here like this lest it were true because this feeling is true harder …etc bigger harder faster better longer stronger see how my love wants to be yours bigger harder faster better longer stronger can you feel how my love is entangled in yours bigger harder faster …etc harder …etc I think I’m going to enjoy this I think I might even smile © tim o’connor 2007
8.
goodnight 03:17
well that’s who we are up here and this is what we do so now then how about you come on and tell me your tale explain a thing or two I’ll give it all back in lieu of one more celebration of mutual inspiration treasuring all that we knew now you know what we do tell me a little of you yes now then how about you out there now you know what we do …etc now you know what we do …etc well that’s who we are up here and this is what we do so I’ll say goodnight my friends adieu © tim o’connor 2007

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vcbd037

original recoding at Plane Sound Studios 2007
remixed & remastered 2017 at Bywater Studios for Uilleand Music

photography by viceversarobbi:fotografia
cover design by MTD

dedicated with love and thanks to Sue and Chris Whiteley, Carol Bell and James Lawson

performed by Tim O'Connor with:

Mr Whiteley Bass 4,7
Mike Allen Solo Guitar 4, 6, 7

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released April 1, 2007

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Formed in Yorkshire, UK during the early nineties cowfisH have released 20 albums.

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